Monday, January 19, 2015

It's a Dangerous Business

The night begins to impair my way.
I clutch the walls,
hold my balance within the dark.
"Have courage."
My gaze upon my feet,
heel touches heel.
I dare not glance aside. 


Beneath
gravel gives way like sand,
falls wayside with each step.
I keep my head straight
but my eyes wander.
"Do not be afraid."

The walls dissipate.
My hands give way.
I am lost.
"Come."
With each step I fall
I close my eyes.

Day begins to delay my fall.
"You of little faith".
I clutch the hand,
the hand that holds me in the bright.
Light peels my eyes open.
I dare not glance aside.
"why did you doubt?"

Wednesday, January 15, 2014

52 Weeks. 52 Photos.


When I was young, I loved visiting Nana and PawPaw at Horseshoe Lake, Arkansas. After they died, I never wanted to visit the lake. The canal was barren. Their old mobile-home-turned-permanent smelled like dust. It seemed like we only went there to clean and to fix something. It was nothing without Nana and PawPaw, I thought. But over the past 5 years or so, my family has put a lot of effort into making the lake house a place to relax, to enjoy, to remember. I have grown far less bitter. Rather than a place of mourning or sadness it has become a place of sweet memory. Old memories with old family. Our family has grown since the days of my great grandparents. It is time to make new memories with new family.